So.....

Today I recieved an email from a friend. It was one of those that you send to a someone special and this will happen, or send it to someone special to let them know you are thinking this....Well,at that moment of me reading it, the word made me think of my dear friend Jan. Knowing she is gone, I sent it to her. I guess because I felt better knowing it was there in her email.....About a minute or so later I got an error saying the address was no longer avalible. That doesn't suprise me,because most people don't keep paying for something after a loved one is gone. So, why is it that I feel so sad? Tears are rolling down my cheeks and it feels so good to cry....

So.....